I’ve tried telling you a million times to leave me. I don’t want to leave you and hurt you even more. I want you to decide of your own accord that you deserve more than this. You deserve more than having the person you love, love someone else. I didn’t want this to happen, tried to deny it for so long, and tried to make my feelings for him go away, but they haven’t. And now I know that you deserve more than me, and he doesn’t even want me in the first place. But that doesn’t seem to matter to my moronic heart, it always seems to want what it can’t have.