I don’t have the strength to write and send this to you. But I just have to let it all out. I am so sorry for being rude to you at times. I admit it was intentional. You see, I have this little crush for you and I get jealous when you’re with her. Even though we are not close, you have already someone,and we don’t even talk.
I cannot help myself but to jealous of your closeness with her. I kind of wish you would treat me that way or better. I HAD to be rude to you to get over you. I want to make it a normal process that I do not talk to you.
While we are at it, I reason I like you is your passion for food and your smile. I saw your passion and it was something that attracted me to you. Yeah, so that’s it. I like you but I want to forget about my crush with you.
You are good guy. It’s just I don’t want to get lost with my emotion and imagination.
K. Thanks. Bye.