I love you, but you’re not worth it if I am constantly trying to please you, shower you with attention and go out of my way every time for you. I spent 3 years in a relationship where I did all the work, all the planning, all the arrangements, all of everything. It drained me of all I had. I don’t like how this is feeling – I’m at your disposal and close to walking away. I don’t like where this is heading. I thought you were different, but apparently I’m just the kind of person that people just get comfortable with and take for granted. It’s like a nightmare I can’t escape. Time to shut down again. Time to turn away. One day someone will love me.