My heart is irrevocably broken. I have no right to feel this way, and don’t know what you might be going through (maybe nothing), but I want you to somehow know that it wasn’t casual for me. I loved you. I don’t know why or how, but I just did and do. I did the wrong thing for all the right reasons, and if it was just casual for you, so be it. It doesn’t change how I feel at all. I am so sorry and so tortured by all this, which is exactly what I deserve.