• Archive for February 9th, 2015

    Love-Sick

    by  • February 9, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    I don’t understand you. I love you completely. I think you’re mentally ill. When you threaten suicide it scares me. When you chopped your hair off, it scared me. When you cut yourself it terrified me. We have such an explosive relationship. I am a grown man. I’ve never been to this part of crazy

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    Thirteen to Fifty

    by  • February 9, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I always loved a breezy day combined with sunshine; add you and life was good. My heart was yours at thirteen. You, a fourteen year old musician. A rock star to my young mind. Stolen kisses. Brightness shone in your dark eyes. Such newness. Years later, after other loves, children, and friends; I let my

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    Abandonment

    by  • February 9, 2015 • Parents • 0 Comments

    I finally climbed out of the well. It took me years but I saw the light & strived for it. I was greeted by a large group of strangers. Impressed by my feat, they embraced me with a warmth I hadn’t known before. I revelled in it for a short while until I spot my

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    Pain…0:..

    by  • February 9, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Pain you give you don’t realise, Things you say, the way U talk to me, the way you go about it and you come & go… But u expect me to understand your pain.. I always have and always want to talk about it, but you …….. you always say I don’t understand I realise

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    Waiting …0…

    by  • February 9, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Hope • 2 Comments

    Waiting for you … Like always, all time waiting for you… Sometimes I feel you being unfair but at same time I understand. I prefer we talk it out rather than up & down with all misunderstanding. I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t care I am here because I …. At times I feel

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