Ever try to breathe, you’re desperately sucking in air but it still feels like you’re suffocating? Like no matter how much air you suck in, you can’t get a solid breath? My chest feels heavy, along with my mind. I’m not sure what I’m doing or where I’m going. I met someone who seems to give me the ability to catch my breath, but that in itself is a scary thought. People shouldn’t have that much power over an individual. Part of me wants to sink into this ocean and suffocate, scared to breathe. The other part of me wants to allow him to pull me up and give me air, even if it’s just for a second. It is interesting to be pulled in two opposite directions. I wonder which side will win.