I wish I was indifferent. Indifferent to your marriage. Indifferent to the thought of you with someone else. Indifferent to you moving on with your life and on the way of trying to create a family. Indifferent to knowing I mean nothing to you anymore. Indifferent to the thought that you were just a typical guy, looking for a girl, who obviously WAS not me.
Indifferent to the thought that you stil rile up my stomach in a big ball of love, pain, hurt, anguish, and disgust – all rolled into one. Yes, sadly thats what it is. The kind of pain you have made me go through – emotionally – I would not wish on my worst enemy.
And what really happened to the person you SAID you wanted? Is it her? Bah – who cares anymore. And despite it all, I really did just want to see you happy, you won’t even let me be a part of your happiness now – hiding information on social media, acting cold, treating me like I dont even exist.
Thanks a lot buddy.
-Chick from yester years.