I find these letters on my phone each night and they bring comfort. Granted, I should get out more and take chances; perhaps, I would find a mutual love and someone with whom I could leave a lasting impression. It is the worst feeling, knowing you gave so much to past loves with the complete understanding that your goodness was not reflected and came and went, unappreciated. It would be nice, if just for once, that someone would write a love letter about me. I have written one for my first love and my ex-fiancé – they will forever stay with me and in my heart until the day I die. I grew from those experiences and I wonder if they ever appreciated anything I did for them. I could do without the letter, but it would be a stain on my heart and legacy, if I leave this earth without meaning something to someone – impacting the lives of others in a positive way. I know I have helped many, but there is no feedback with that – the moments were transient. How I would relish in faith confirmed, if my good graces were reflected back; it would mean all the more in a close, intimate personal relationship. This is why I am ever hopeful to find true love and it would be the ultimate journey for me.
Would I mean the world to someone? I hope so and I wish the same for everyone out there.