Although you’re never going to get this letter, I just can’t stand it being in my head. You’re the first, and the last thing on my mind, and every though in between. I’ve never met someone who was quite as beautiful as you, and I’ve never in my life felt relieved from everything until I saw your smiling face. You came in and wrecked my entire life. You’ve always had a spell on me. I remember the first time I ever saw you. I remember the first thing you ever said to me, as well as the last. I never exactly thought you would be the person who made me feel whole.
I read a quote today that made me think of you. It went like this;
“Never depend on anyone in this world too much, even your shadow leaves you when it’s dark.”
I know I will never be alone, because even when it’s dark somehow your light pushes me through. Near or far.
You are the only person who wants me to do things for me. You’re patient. You’re kind. You’re unselfish. I never understood the meaning of a good man until you walked in my life, and I broke you down.
I made this worse than it had to be. I wanted it so badly. I wanted you so badly.
At the end of the day it’s always going to be you. Because no one knows how to make me feel the way you do.
If you ever question yourself you should know that to someone your thoughts are like flowers that I want to build a garden out of, and your smile is the sunshine that warms my heart and soul.
I look up to you as if you are the world and you only see me as pretty.
Too Broken for Love.