• Archive for February 1st, 2015

    O for orgasm (or nearly)

    by  • February 1, 2015 • Addiction • 0 Comments

    Dear O I feel that your eyes talk to me, say millions of little inaudible, secret phrases. I think we’re speaking the same mute dialogues. I’m sorry for being so selfish. Really I am. And trust me it has nothing to do with my lust for you. I love your body, I love kissing you

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    I’ll Be Better

    by  • February 1, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 3 Comments

    Over time I have grown to become extremely talented in faking confidence. I can’t even count the number of times in a day when someone tells me that I am the happiest person they know, or that I am so lucky to have so much confidence in myself. To be completely honest, I am so

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    by  • February 1, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 0 Comments

    I am swimming, but something is grabbing onto my ankles. Mother, help me. The room is so dark, dad please light the candle. I’m so thirsty, sister please give me water. I am so sad, brother can allow me to receive happiness? Mother, why are you walking away? Why are you telling me to just

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    06.14.07 To MCL

    by  • February 1, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Friends • 3 Comments

    It’s been about 7 and a half years since everything started. It’s not something I think about every day. It’s not something that affects my daily life. When I think of you, I feel a bit of disgust. And concern. I was the best friend I could be to you. I know there were times

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