• Archive for February, 2015

    So Sorry I Blew It

    by  • February 28, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    I’m so sorry that I blew it. It had been so long since we had communicated, I guess I got overly excited, came on a bit too strong. If you had only known me, known the person I was. That I would never intrude on your personal space or cause you one moment’s apprehension. And

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    Heaven sent

    by  • February 28, 2015 • To You • 1 Comment

    I used to pray every night that you found happiness and fell in love with the right person. Deep down inside I also hoped the right person would be me. Even though you choosing her over me hurt, what hurt more was feeling like God believed she was better for you too. I still pray

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    Defeat

    by  • February 28, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Resolution • 1 Comment

    Defeat The destructive machine of life turns ever so slowly clearing a path to silence, darkness and a void filled with isolated emptiness. The search for worth for meaning for purpose ceases when it becomes more like a battle and you surrender to defeat. You are invisible and the bullets fired at you by your

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    Dear Fucker

    by  • February 28, 2015 • To You • 0 Comments

    Hello. I’ll never know exactly what happened over there. Why you completely betrayed my confidence. Why you felt it necessary to try to sabotage everything important to me. Know this though: You screwed up. Big time. In the end it won’t be worth it. You’ll see. Related Post I hate you I want to help

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    To my best friend

    by  • February 28, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I miss you still everyday. It’s crazy how so much time has passed, but it still feels like yesterday. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you. I will never understand why this happened. Why you of all people had your life cut short. You. The good. The amazing. The beautiful. I

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