• Archive for January 18th, 2015


    by  • January 18, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 3 Comments

    I have finally reached this stage of grief over the loss of you. I can accept that we will never be together. Of course, I’ll miss you now and again. Of course, I still love you. I’ll always love you. Just once though, it would’ve been nice if you had told me that you love

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    by  • January 18, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 0 Comments

    For years I’ve been depressed. It runs in my family, both sides. Rather, it doesn’t run, but seep into us and sit a while. Nothing feels right anymore. I try to make myself feel like I have a purpose, but I always end up doubting that I can ever get past this. Emotions are fleeting,

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    People lie

    by  • January 18, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    All the time, to me, especially. I do my best to be upfront and honest with them. I would have NEVER done that to you. (Not that you would care anyway). Feeling jaded. Used. Abused. Forgotten. I am so mad. So hurt. Just grateful to see the truth. I was so onboard! Just leave me

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    Well now

    by  • January 18, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    That felt like a massive rejection. So glad to see you’re smiling.. I on the other hand am trying to recover. So much for our adventures. Have fun, enjoy. I won’t take that way from you. But with proper planning, I always would have accommodated. Now I’m an afterthought. Sucks and hurts, but I won’t

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