• Archive for January 12th, 2015

    the lovely men

    by  • January 12, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I wish I wasn’t so attracted to mystery. I shouldn’t want him because I barely even know him. I realized I barely knew him when my friend started asking me simple, innocuous questions about him. And he was right, the “connection” I said I had with him was only physical. I am, I would say,

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    One way street

    by  • January 12, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 2 Comments

    You’ve heard it all before. I love you, I want to marry you and have babies with you. None of that’s really changed. A large part of me really feels that way. But there’s a smaller, yet growing part of me that thinks that’s rediculous. The part of me that realizes that despite the fact

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    by  • January 12, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    I always have this feeling. This feeling in my gut. It’s like a pit. A knot I can’t unknot. I always ask myself, should I or shouldn’t I? My heart screams yes. My head says no.so cliche everyone’s done it. To email him or not. To drop by and say hi to forget and move

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