I wish I could tell you that I am ready to take that step, but reality is that you made it quite clear that I am insignificant in your life.
You have your issues I get that, I wish you well..I hope that you find your resolution…that you find peace…that you learn to respect yourself.
Because I realised that all that you put me through…was your hell. And because you dont respect yourself…you could not respect me.
I have let you go…I only wish you do the same. Let me go.
My future is bright, I am a better person now…and no…
You broke my trust in you from the onset.
Trust is something fragile…and unfortunately for you I don’t trust you…because I know that you dont hold yourself in great esteem, therefore you will not value me.
I wish you well, and I hope you innesrtand… that our paths are divergent.
I don’t wish to trust you, I don’t need your apologies, nor do I wish you to invest myself in you again.
I am more than well… and do not wish to be bothered with your constant asking me to trust in you.
I will never again give you my trust, nor do I wish to share a future with you.