• The pain I feel

    by  • November 28, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    is getting so much worse. How long are you going to do this? How much do I need to compromise myself before you ‘give in’ again. I’m so angry. I’m so sad. I am holding back so much. Even though I’ve probably said too much, I have even more to say. Why are you doing this? WHY DO YOU TORTURE ME? I hate this side of you but I love you regardless. You picking up on that?

    I think you may have done what I have dreaded you would do if I didn’t stop and give you your space. I am tempted to see and know if I was right, you wouldn’t know anyway.

    I’m sorry but our history goes too far back for me to think that was it. I mean you do see the irony in that right? That clearly cannot be our last encounter, it just cant. That makes me feel, well, you know…

    4 Responses to The pain I feel

    1. hmm
      November 29, 2014 at 3:21 am

      Maybe you shouldn’t compromise yourself at all. Find out what you want and do what you want and the right person will find you.

    2. Author
      November 29, 2014 at 9:24 pm

      When you truly love someone that is what you do, you compromise. When you compromise too much, you must be strong enough to leave. I have done it before but this kind of love is much more difficult to leave and let go. I have found the right person. Anyone else would be settling. Not for less, but for someone who is second to the one I will always want to be with.

    3. hmm
      December 1, 2014 at 6:59 am

      You know best. I just thought, because what you describe (“TORTURE”) doesn’t sound healthy.

    4. Who Where When
      December 1, 2014 at 7:56 am

      Are you talking to someone here? As you said “Are you picking up on that”? Whoever your person is they are the luckiest person in the world to have someone who loves them unconditionally.

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