• The one who got away

    by  • November 27, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    I see that you are hurting, I know that you put me through a lot in my life but I forgave everything that you have ever done to me. When I finally convinced her to leave you I knew that it was going to be hard. I knew that it was for the best for the both of you. When you said that you were going to stop drinking I was hurt, I would love more than anything for you to quit drinking but I am jealous because you are doing it for her and not me. I am upset that after everything I did for you, you still couldn’t quit drinking. Your drinking ruined our relationship and I wanted more than anything for you to stop and realize that i love you and that I would do anything for you. God damn it when you called me today I could tell that you were about to cry and I knew why. I tried to talk to you and you shut me down and got off the phone. I hung up the phone and cried, I felt like even when you are reaching out I still cant help you. I want so badly for you to feel good about yourself and to do good. It hurts so bad that I cant do anything. I just want to talk to you I know that you want to talk to me I just know it if you didn’t then why would you call. I want to pick you up tomorrow and take you to my parents house to have thanksgiving dinner because I know that you don’t have anywhere to go. Please just know that I love you and I will forever.
    “You and me were in this together now, nothing else can stop us now were gonna make it through some how”

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