When we talk about the things that bother you from my past I know you’re only trying to help me and make me never want to be in that position again. I don’t think you realize how worthless and pathetic i feel, and its so much worse because you always unintentionally bring them up at the worst times. I never thought these things could ever hurt the one person that treats me like gold and deserves the world. i don’t think you realize you don’t have to tell me these things for me to never do them again. i act so tough around you while inside i hate myself to no end. you’re the one person who has finally made me feel like my life has meaning again and you make me feel like im worth something again…and that scares the hell out of me because you could so easily walk away.