what I wanted you to say is that yeah I love you too. & I have waited a lifetime searching for someone that will completely love me back too. Love me , care about me because I have spent my days being that for what seems like the entire world. Instead you say the ultimate word of my life like the entire world can I USE YOU. USE USE USE USE . Then comes more hurdles to jump over more of your testings. I leave because of it then I come back because i really love you. Then its more junk talking and defensiveness from you. Just admit it that you never trusted me from day one.