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    by  • November 18, 2014 • Love - Pure and Simple • 3 Comments

    what I wanted you to say is that yeah I love you too. & I have waited a lifetime searching for someone that will completely love me back too. Love me , care about me because I have spent my days being that for what seems like the entire world. Instead you say the ultimate word of my life like the entire world can I USE YOU. USE USE USE USE . Then comes more hurdles to jump over more of your testings. I leave because of it then I come back because i really love you. Then its more junk talking and defensiveness from you. Just admit it that you never trusted me from day one.

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    1. random stranger
      November 18, 2014 at 11:30 am

      I think I trusted you as much as you trusted me. Sometimes more, sometimes less. I guess we were even. Perhaps timing made the difference.

    2. Author
      November 18, 2014 at 4:28 pm

      Whatever makes you feel better. I know people read these letters and think they are written to them and I take no offense with any soul. Whatever makes any one feel better. I don’t think my person is even here I was just writing to get it all out and off my mind . Sigh. he let me leave and he didn’t say anything not a word. nothing . then in all fairness I did use the words I choose to. i couldn’t stay and be anything to him because I like him that much I just didn’t tell him that. Life is so funny .

    3. @Author
      December 10, 2014 at 7:40 am

      He let you leave yet you say you used the words to basically push him away? You ended it didn’t you by the sound of it? Life can be funny yet I had a woman do that to me. Why would we think to come back when we are told we aren’t wanted? When she actually did want me. Life can also be sad when that happens for he like me would have been heart broken & left wondering…That’s life.

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