I thought of you again tonight. It seems to be more frequent these days, and I’m not quite sure why. Will I ever move on? Will the pain finally go away? Why did you have to hurt me? Why came back into my life when you shouldn’t? I really believed it when you told me you loved me. I really believed it when you told me you had waited for 13 years for me. I really believed it was real. And then you married her? Why came into my life and made me fell in love with you? Why me when you already had her? Why didn’t you tell me earlier? Why were you so cruel to me? Why came into my life just to hurt me beyond repair? I hate you. I hate you so much. Take it back, take it all back, this pain you gave me!