• rapist

    by  • November 17, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Abuse • 2 Comments

    it’s been three years now.. almost four. since you did it, the worst time anyway. i wish i could say i’m getting better, but i’m not. i’m not sure if things would have been different if i would have reported it. i wonder if i would have gotten help, if.. things would have been different for me. i heard you got married a month ago. it gives me a disgusting feeling in my stomach. i wonder if you are abusing her, too? i wonder if you will ever have children, and abuse them? that thought terrifies me. but i also wonder if you are living happily. like nothing ever happened, like you didn’t destroy someone’s life. i hate you. but i can’t hate you, because hate is so destructive.. so i try to forgive you a little each day. i feel like that way, maybe i win the battle a little.. by being a good person. i’m not sure what a good person really is though. i’m not sure why i’m writing this, i feel really messed up and should probably stop.

    2 Responses to rapist

    1. MK
      November 18, 2014 at 6:26 am

      Note: Not a rapist. However, I’m sorry, Anon. Your life must be hell and I’m sorry you have to suffer.

    2. writer
      November 18, 2014 at 6:29 pm

      thank you MK.

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