Without you to hold. I will inevitably be surrounded, even by people i love, but it is not enough without you.
I wish i could change things so much around this time of year, if only you were still in my life, sure you wouldn’t be mine to hold any more then than you are now, but you would be there.
Look at the angel atop the tree and think of my one true angel so far from me.
Near in distance, far in heart, destined now to always be apart.
Loved by me for all of time, forgotten by you and you don’t mind.
Tears kept in, can’t let them fall, but you will always be my all.
As i think of you i wish i could get you a little christmas gift. And if anyone could get me one, it would be to be back in your life again.
Santa..if you’re listening, and i have been good too.
Dreams don’t realise ever though do they, we live with it. Best i get used to it, after all i have every day of my life still to miss you and wish you were here, and for so many days i have, just because it is christmas and i wish i had the imaginary world curled up in front of the fire holding you to me and saying i love you. Well it is a figment of a false reality. So wake up, stop dwelling on impossibles and move on.
What? You can’t, well then suffer a little broken heartedness every day then and never be happy. That can be your punishment for thinking that because you love them, take a chance.
No never be honest, never try, just suppress it all, unless the object of your love happens to categorically state their feelings and they match yours.
I am like a watcher at the window when i hear about you, i can see, hear, imagine even what it is like. But i’ll never be invited back in, once put out, the window is as close as ever i’ll get again.
Merry Xmas angel, i hope it is wonderful for you