• I knew it was over when

    by  • November 17, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 8 Comments

    I knew it was over when I asked myself what it would take to make me believe anything you said again. I came up with nothing.

    Would I believe you if you flew thousands of miles to see me? No.

    Would I believe you if you told me you wanted me back? No.

    Would I believe you if you declared your love for me still, after all this time? No.

    Would I believe you if you said you wanted to marry me? No.

    Why wouldn’t I? Because all that already happened and every time I believed you, you turned immediately around and left. Every. Fucking. Time.

    Who does that?

    Then you wanted to be my friend? Seriously?

    Let’s not forget the ‘I love you’s’, the ‘oops I didn’t mean that’, the ‘oh wait I do mean that’, the ‘oh actually I’ve moved on and had no choice’, and my personal favorite, ‘I guess I cared so much I was fighting it and treated you like shit’ excuse.

    That is CRAZY.

    8 Responses to I knew it was over when

    1. Question
      November 18, 2014 at 2:46 am

      Where is it that they kept going?

    2. seriously humorous
      November 18, 2014 at 3:14 am

      The way how you describe your situation in the last view sentences. Sorry author, I couldn’t help myself. It released some tension and I had to laugh. Oh my god, please forgive me for that.

    3. beenthere
      November 18, 2014 at 4:05 am

      and it seemed Sorry was his favourite vocabulary.

    4. MK
      November 18, 2014 at 6:37 am

      That is crazy and it’s hilarious to be on the outside looking in to this.

      I’m sorry, Author. It’s not cool when people fuck with your emotions. Been there, done that.

    5. author
      November 18, 2014 at 10:23 am

      @question: up there own ass perhaps? J/K, long story.

      @seriously humorous & MK…oh I can see the humor in it too. Sometimes I’ll think about it and go, “The fuck?” It helps to write it down to see how things are and the lunacy/futility.

      @been there…oh yes. The sorrys and acting like I’m lacking because I can’t forgive.

    6. @author
      November 18, 2014 at 2:09 pm

      Oh but maybe you are lacking…

    7. @@author
      November 18, 2014 at 3:23 pm

      And maybe you are by trying to provoke someone you don’t know. There’s forgiveness and then there’s being a doormat…

    8. Me73
      November 18, 2014 at 10:14 pm

      Not everyone has it all figured out … people are basically complex.

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