• What is this?

    by  • November 16, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    Hey Mom. I think I just had my heart broken today.

    I’m not sure, though. I don’t really feel anything in my ‘heart.’ I feel kind of numb, actually. Is that what heartbreak feels like? Like you can’t feel anything? Empty?

    I feel a little sick, actually. My stomach feels like its being twisted. My throat is sore. And my allergies are acting up. Maybe I’m just getting sick. It is that time of year, after all. But I don’t know. I wish I could ask you.

    Have you ever had your heart broken? I kind of doubt it. I know you didn’t date a lot before you met my dad. And obviously things worked out there, right?

    I wish I could ask you. I wish I could tell you. I really like him, you see. Even though he sleeps around, which I know is an instant disqualifier in your book.

    But I feel special when I’m with him. I don’t worry about anything when I’m with him. When I’m sad, he understands. When I’m happy, he’s happy. And it works both ways.

    My fingers are a little tingly. Maybe it’s just dehydration.

    Maybe that’s why I’m not crying.

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