• Archive for November 16th, 2014

    logic/non logic

    by  • November 16, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Thinking of you • 0 Comments

    I would tell you 1000 times a day how much i love you. But you’d get sick of it and eventually my words would lose meaning. I’m supposed to be doing some homework while i currently wait for a Skype call from you but instead I’m writing you this stupid letter that you will never

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    red handed

    by  • November 16, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Cheating • 0 Comments

    I tasted the alcohol on your lips. Followed by a drunken “I love you”. It wasn’t just me. I know you felt that too. They say your drunk words are your sober thoughts. I heard a little too much. My heart is almost healed after it shattered into pieces because of you. Can we rewind?

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    What is this?

    by  • November 16, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    Hey Mom. I think I just had my heart broken today. I’m not sure, though. I don’t really feel anything in my ‘heart.’ I feel kind of numb, actually. Is that what heartbreak feels like? Like you can’t feel anything? Empty? I feel a little sick, actually. My stomach feels like its being twisted. My

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    I miss you

    by  • November 16, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Grief • 0 Comments

    After five years I miss you so much it still tears me apart. Maybe it’s because you had them call me first. I was your in case of emergency. Maybe that’s why. Maybe it’s because I no longer have someone to talk to about the jerks and douchebags I wish would look at me twice.

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    My disgust kept secret

    by  • November 16, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    When you told me about it i silently disconnected. I could not believe it but once i did i realized just how different we are. Just how much you have changed. Just how much you disgust me. You continue trying to have your friend close all the while i keep you just close enough not

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