You are currently having a getaway with your buddies/old friends uphill. I’m glad you are having fun and taking time off, yet… terribly upset and bothered. That I will no longer know your whereabouts, what you are up to, and… whether you are ok.
I hate having a day pass me by without communicating to you. I hate how I am still so hung up on you when you have already moved on from me.
I’m sorry. I will try harder.
Sorry for loving you.
I believe this song describes me now. Especially for you hanny.