If you had wanted that then you shouldn’t have treated me as an afterthought and taken it for granted. This was repetitive and changed the course of our relationship for good. While I understand some of the choices you made, the way in which you handled it was selfish and careless at best. I feel this is yet another self-serving attempt to get your needs met while I get nothing but depleted. Cherish the people who have treated you well and if you haven’t, then let them go to be peaceful and happy. I’m sorry if you have regrets. I don’t. I treated you with love. You treated me like garbage. There’s no going back.