I have no fight left. Call it what you want it but it has always been from a good place. It comes from a natural drive to help you be better. It was never because I didn’t accept you the way you are. You are so smart, I imagine you knew what was happening even when I didn’t realize I was doing it. All these things over the years, they seem to slip me. Now I just have this sad vision in my head and want to escape it. The thing is, you were part of this experience I had. You will always be part of this experience and I can never escape that. I imagine its the same for you. I miss you, and I’m not 100% sure what you are going through. I wonder if you truly believe struggling to ‘find yourself’ gives you a reason to avoid me or other relationships. I don’t know what to do, I wish you would say something.