you will never see this but i’m writing this in hopes that somehow, you will find this. the chances are one in a million but i am a dreamer and a hoper. you told me not to talk to you and i wont until you tell me i can but it literally kills me everyday to not run up to you and talk about bands and dumb stuff. i miss facetiming you late at night and just hearing your voice. i miss laying on the sidewalk looking at the stars and freezing our asses off. those were the times when i felt alive. whenever i catch a hint of your perfume, i break a little. whenever i see a glimpse of your deep brown eyes, a part of me just explodes. lol i’m so gay. jk. for anyone who saw that as offensive, that’s not what i meant at all omfg i support everything and i love everybody ok back to her. just every song makes me think of you and your laugh and wow this is a little creepy but i just really miss you and want to be friends again.