• Archive for November 12th, 2014

    what do YOU want?

    by  • November 12, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    I think back on our time together and it’s painful how much regret I have. So many things I wish I could have done differently. So many things I wish I had said to you. So many conversations we needed to have but I was just too squeamish around you. I still want you. That’s

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    I forgot

    by  • November 12, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    how easily your ego is bruised. I say things out of anger, get over it. Given that you surely know the pain you have caused, I cant imagine you cant rationalize this behavior of mine. Its not like the things said are untrue, I mean the truth is often rather difficult to hear. You say

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    I am literally going to explode

    by  • November 12, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Goodbye • 0 Comments

    friend shared a pic from Clickhole that said “This balloon represents you for some reason.” I said something about the higher pressure on the inside causing it to pop and four people liked it. I’m pretty sure this was my first Facebook interaction in weeks. My friend in the room with me laughed, then said,

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    In another lifetime.

    by  • November 12, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    I am so sorry. I am sorry that I’ve caused you more pain than anyone, and that I’m the reason for your intimacy issues. I’m sorry that I took a chance by reaching out to you years down the road when I wasn’t in any place in my life to be doing so. I’m sorry

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