I’ve been an idiot!! I Was trawling internet to find a picture to understand what she has to make you stay. I know, not right thing to do. I’m just so hurt from all this stuff. And there it was on her FB page, you, her and your three beautiful kids. My god they are handsome kids, no wonder you are so proud. And the way your son was hugging you on the picture, it said it all. He loves you so much. You could never walk away from that. You all looked so happy. It looks pretty recent. No wonder you decided to stay.
After having another cry…….It made me realise, I have to let go now. As much as it breaks my heart. My god you look so happy. Why did you do what you did for so long?
I always hoped I would have lovely pictures like that with me, the man I love and my children, but life can be very cruel, and it wasn’t meant to be.
Be happy, live and love everyday, as if it’s the last and enjoy every minute. You are one lucky man.
I am so sorry, I wished I understood earlier, I was just clinging to hope, but no, the picture said it all!
If it doesn’t work out, you have my permission to come and find me. But try and make it work first!!
I do love you, and you know I will miss you terribly. But I can’t watch you walk away without you putting up a fight.
I really don’t think I can do the friends thing, anymore, I love you too much, and it’s killing me. As I hate knowing that you are so bloody happy with her!!
Just remember years from now, whatever happens in my life, that I will be thinking of you, everyday, after all you were the love of my life. I don’t think I could ever love anyone, as much as I did you.