• Roalty

    by  • November 11, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To Everybody • 0 Comments

    I’m a virgin, suffering from sexual frustration.
    I’m a virgin because I believe in sex after marriage, it’s apart of my religion and personal belief. But I just can’t wait until I meet the one that I personally get to call mine, and share this love with. I don’t just want to have sex with my husband, I want to make love.
    I think being a virgin especially at my age is rare. Well that’s what my ex told me and the reason he broke up with me is because I wouldn’t put out. How sad is that?
    The closest I’ve even came close to losing it was when I was at my lowest. I was depressed and felt no hope. This guy came along and we got really close. I think I mainly fell for him because of his accent.. But he means so much more to me now. He wanted to hangout.. just me and him. So that’s what we did. We were in his truck, up the canyon. He saw that I was on the verge of tears, and he grabbed my face and looked me deep in the eyes and told me everything was going to be okay. His smile, the way he grabbed my face, and the way he looked at me just completely made me want him so bad.
    It took everything in me to keep away, but he leaned in closer, and kissed me. I never felt so emotionally connected to anyone, and the fact he was there when no one else was made me feel comfortable. We kissed for about 5 minutes before things started to heat up.
    Things were going a little too far and he stopped. He knew we both weren’t ready, and we both had standards and he respected that. I just wanted to forget my standards with him, but knew he stopped because it would be best for both of us.
    I never honored myself as much as he did to me that night. He made me realize my worth by simply just stopping. Even though we both wanted to so badly, he stopped. I completely fell in love with him, and completely fell in love with my standards.
    He looked at me, and smiled. He told me how much he wanted me, and then told me how much he wanted me after marriage. I kindly smiled and asked him if this was a marriage proposal. He laughed and said, soon.
    LADIES. Wait. Your prince charming is out there. If a guy want’s you before marriage and convinces you to stray from your standards.. religious or not.. is NOT the guy for you. God has the perfect plan for you. Choose what is right, and stick to it. You will be blessed.
    Even if you have already had sex, and you feel lost or broken.. You aren’t. You have as much worth as me, the virgin. You might have made a mistake, but all you can do now is forget it and move on. Don’t look back. Your prince charming is steps away from marrying the perfect women and trust me, if he is right for you, he will wait and respect your wishes, and he will love you no matter what you’ve done in your past. Don’t feel guilty.. look forward, and know you are worth so much more than you even know.
    Keep your head up princess, your tiara is falling.

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