• lies

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    They messed with my head and my heart.

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    1. Hollowman
      November 11, 2014 at 4:53 pm

      Today two letters resonate, and this is the 2nd. Let’s say this ….Not a lie at all. When i said i love you, i meant it. When i said i was over you, that was the lie. But for the best reason, you and i knew we would never be, you because you never wanted it, me because i knew i misread and that you didn’t want it.
      So why push, and besides you wanted no more to do with me after i told you.
      But if it is any good, do know this, i do still love you, always will.

      Author, not a chance in a million you’re the one, but thanks for choosing perfect lines that break a small part of me free to explain to my person. Even though it does no good in reality, mentally this site is a therapy.
      For your personal situation, i hope you get the truth and clear head you deserve


    2. author
      November 12, 2014 at 12:54 pm

      Thank you, Hollowman. While the situation you describe is not entirely mine, I find it nice to read a kind response. I know that my statement was short and impersonal (enough), though I feel honored to hear that it helped you to get some things off your chest. I love this site too. In between all the letters there are always some raw diamonds I enjoy to read. I’m grateful for all the people who invest their time and energy to keep it alive and all those who are willing to help others on their difficult path.

      Since you answered to my post, I think, it’s okay to say what I get from this. I can only assume, so please don’t be too strict with me. I don’t think you know what they wanted. You assume. Maybe it’s easier for you this way. It’s sad that you can’t be honest with them. Maybe they feel that and can’t be either. Maybe they love you too.

      However, I wish you that you’ll find more than a mental relief from this site here in the future!


    3. Hollowman
      November 12, 2014 at 3:57 pm

      How strange you are so right and so wrong, and i am unable to fully explain or i may expose my identity which right now would hurt someone, i don’t want to, all i can say is, i was honest, too honest, and the cost of that hurt a few people, and one of whom was myself.
      In a bid to repair, i lied and said i was past it, and since my future dream was crushed, resolved to make someone elses dream a reality.
      I thank you for your response, it’s strange but complete strangers can see some things whilst those closest don’t see what they really know to be true.


    4. author
      November 13, 2014 at 4:56 pm

      The view of a stranger. No details. A superficial view. No trees… As soon as you dive in, you lose that view. Those closest to you see much more and that’s probably what makes it more difficult for them to see the wood. It’s quite natural, I think.

      For my personal taste you can’t be too honest, but I know what you mean. Be proud that you were honest. Keep it that way. Sometimes it just takes a while to realize that it was worth it.



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