I guess time really is a flat circle…or we just put ourselves in situations we are familiar with.
Ive had the opportunity to revisit our beginning…just not with you. And it makes me wonder…
Was it really always just my lack of game/confidence. Shit, I wasnt just trying to fuck you. All the time and attention I gave you, all the times I listened to you, all the times I defended you and those close to you, all of it still wasnt enough for you to give us a real shot? Is it because youre pretty so you dont feel like you have to try? What effort did you really put into us that you wouldnt have been doing anyways?
Of course if we met today things would be alot different wouldnt they? And you know that. And yet Im still waiting for a call that will probably never come. What, are you lazy or just a coward?
I grew up so much so that I could be with you. Ive evolved to be at least the person you wanted two years ago. How have you changed? Youre still cold and distant.
I guess youre just older now.