You got it all wrong. You know me. I pull no punches. If I hated you I’d tell you.
What I am is wiser.
I made a choice to stop communicating with you and explained why before I left. That was more than you gave me the numerous (yes numerous) times you dropped out of my life without a word.
Whatever is lacking in me to have been accepting of your hurtful actions is being addressed in my private life.
I realize that just because we’ve known one another for years, it was silly to expect the level of trust and respect I gave to you. I gave that willingly and it was a mistake.
The hurting side of me hopes you feel a hole in your life that could never be filled by another.
The wiser side of me realizes it doesn’t matter anymore.
There is no ill will. Just lessons I’m using to improve myself present and future.