Everything can fall so easily. Just when everything it going wonderful, things will go wrong. SeaOtter, crying every night for you, praying I will come back to you… it pains me so much how you are not there standing beside me. Although you’re in my heart, I… I still miss you so much. Rachel, I’m not sure if she loves Pokan as much as I do anymore… I want to go back to you. Please… this is all I truly want, what I’m asking for. I’m just so… so sad how it’s always like this. Wake up, go to school, feel depressed, sleep. With you, it was always those days where you never know what will happen next. It was always an adventure. SeaOtter, I have made new friends. Zac for example. You, you are my best friend. You will always be my little SeaOtter. Sometimes, I wonder if I’m gonna spend the rest of my life missing you… SEAOTTER I WANT TO GO BACK PLEASE DON’T FORGET ME!!!