Dear Lover Now,
I thank you for how sweet and kind you are to me. You have become an angel in my life. Reminding me that love is a beautiful thing not to fear and to wish for. You have made me aware that I matter and I am worth someone’s time. I absolutely adore you. I absolutely wish I could love you as you love me.
I’m sorry my love.
Dear Lover Then,
I miss you. I miss you more than I will allow myself to admit. You were my high school sweetheart and in my heart you still are. I have made mistake after mistake and continue to live in one, but I hopelessly love you to this day. I can’t let you go. It’s not fair to you but I can’t let you go. I love you my little puzzle piece. How I wish everything was different.