• To not do anything is to do somethin

    by  • November 2, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 2 Comments

    Hey J, or N, whichever you choose!

    The act of not doing anything or responding has taken what could of been a friendship and watching each other grow old and make mistakes or guide each other on a more illuminated path. To a constant symbol presence and reminder of something very traumatic that happened to me from my past and since that doesn’t change I can’t seem to move on from there. I’m stuck there as though sitting all alone in the silence with all of my feelings inside but not a soul to tell. I fear, I fear I’ll go to my grave this way. If someone cries when they die can anyone feel it?

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    2 Responses to To not do anything is to do somethin

    1. Sometimes
      November 2, 2014 at 8:22 pm

      inaction is better than acting recklessly. if you are my person, I would want you to know that I would never want to bring up your old trauma, except to help you heal from it. Sometimes I just dont do anything when I dont know what to do (thats most of the time lol).

      And as between J and N…I have a guess, but not exactly sure what those represent (maybe you should be a little more explicit). Its certainly not something I should be deciding! Thats for you dear!


    2. @sometimes
      November 3, 2014 at 9:18 am

      J or N would know exactly what was meant by that. The non addressing of my old trauma is not just mine to own it was “our” trauma that I feel I live with alone. Addressing it is exactly what I’d like to help me move on.



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