I just want you to notice me. I wanted you to notice me the whole time you idiot.
Maybe you din’t even care. I don’t know.
How annoying is it that literally ONE person can mess you up for everyone else? How unfair is that?
And the most annoying part of it all is that I want so badly for God or fate to step in and let me run into you, looking my absolute best, so that I can be totally collected and uninterested that you stop and wish you had done something sooner.
But the saddest thing is, I know down somewhere in my soul that I won’t get that chance. I just know, don’t ask how. And it honestly breaks my heart all over again.
I need a resolution that will never come.