• the 3.a.m world

    by  • November 1, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    So as you know I get funny and weird after midnight and my thought process completely changes during this time, here I am writing this for you. You know you left me in my worst phase of life. You had me begging you to stay (and you know I had never done this in our 3 years) but you just wanted to go so badly. I was there for you when you went through your depression, remember? I think you were cheating or thinking of because I read those messages but you know our breakup changed me completely. I no longer want lots of kids and all. I no longer want to get engaged and stuff. In my lowest days I still miss your love but I don’t miss you because there was always a pain attached to you. Well I hope you get treated the same way you treated me and I pray that you never get the things you want because baby you slowly killed me in 3 years and now here I am at 3 am writing this for a person like you.

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    3 Responses to the 3.a.m world

    1. anonymoys
      November 1, 2014 at 9:36 am

      U have the need to learn how to forgive. Unless you forgive life will mistreat you. Everything you do will be non sense, no matter how many friends and lovers you maybe with, you will still feel empty and lonely.

      Do what the evil desires, you will always reap what you sew.

      But if you choose to forgive and let go, miracles and good things will overflow for you.

      Unending God’s Blessings.




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    2. writer here.
      November 1, 2014 at 4:17 pm

      I’ve forgiven him but I can’t remove the memories. I am not an angel. I am a human and I feel things. This guy ruined 3 years of my life and abused me and eventually when I got diagnosed withsevere depression he left me. I’m not sorry for wishing him the same because that’s how I feel. But it’s not like I think of him and cuss him all the time. It’s just that I’m hurt




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    3. anonymoys
      November 2, 2014 at 8:19 pm

      I understand. Pray and have courage to say goodbye to hatred.

      It will set you free.




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