So as you know I get funny and weird after midnight and my thought process completely changes during this time, here I am writing this for you. You know you left me in my worst phase of life. You had me begging you to stay (and you know I had never done this in our 3 years) but you just wanted to go so badly. I was there for you when you went through your depression, remember? I think you were cheating or thinking of because I read those messages but you know our breakup changed me completely. I no longer want lots of kids and all. I no longer want to get engaged and stuff. In my lowest days I still miss your love but I don’t miss you because there was always a pain attached to you. Well I hope you get treated the same way you treated me and I pray that you never get the things you want because baby you slowly killed me in 3 years and now here I am at 3 am writing this for a person like you.