If you are waiting for shit to get any worse, I have a news flash, the only thing worse than the situation I am in is FUCKING DEATH! Come on ride in on your white fucking horse and save my ass! I promise it is a nice ass :). I take care of my children, I cook from scratch, I am independent, I listen, I fight for what I want and believe in, I will fulfill your every desire, I will never make you feel like you are not loved and adored, I would never hurt you. I will love you until the end of time. I can’t promise that there will not be difficult times but I will promise that I will always talk to you about anything that bothers me regardless of how silly it is. I will know you from a mile away, I will know you, I will be good to you I promise. But please, I am really ready for you to come. I can’t begin to tell you how broken I am right now and the only thing that keeps my head above the water is knowing that you are out there somewhere. Find me please because I am treading heavy waters. I love you and I have never met you….