• Archive for October 19th, 2014

    missed opportunity

    by  • October 19, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Regret • 0 Comments

    To, the one that got away, I remember sitting across the room from you in grad school and making frequent, obvious eye contact. I didn’t care how obvious I was anyway. You were tall, handsome, funny, intellectual, and had a sexy emotionality that had me thinking how much I really wanted to pursue this. We

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    idk

    by  • October 19, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Thinking of you • 0 Comments

    Maybe I shouldn’t still be thinking about you. Mostly, I don’t. Mostly, I’m happy. Mostly, I wander around campus while the wind tears through the air, sending the leaves dancing, and I feel alive, and I feel like all the memories of high school have fallen away from me like all the scattered leaves fell

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    Dichotomy

    by  • October 19, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    The world is unpredictable. This is perhaps the most predictable conclusion you can reach if you really sit there and think — think about all the pain and suffering; the frequency a pillow case needs washing because of all the tear stains which are practically sewn into the fabric. Then think of the inexpressible torrents

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    reflecting

    by  • October 19, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, God • 0 Comments

    I’m one of those girls that many people do not like. Many women that is, family too, Because they think I have it all. They think I’m perfect. Well I’ve always been very confident. But lately my confidence has been dwindling. I’m rather sad. I miss the old me that used to sing frank sinatra

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    Finally

    by  • October 19, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 1 Comment

    I am ready. I am free. The path to what my heart desires can be more easily discerned. My heart is finally open and fertile. I just need to courage to move fast and deliberately, without hesitation. Related Post Just another bad night in the country of my mind. In light of recent events. Compassion

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