Dear both of you,
I’m so sorry. I don’t know what else to tell you. I’ve liked one of you longer than the other, but I know he won’t treat me the best. You’re both so funny and so caring, and I think you’re telling me the truth when you tell me you like me. I’ve never thought this would ever happen especially to me. I can trust you so much and honestly, I don’t even know why. You treat me so nicely, but it sucks because I’m already in college and you are both rooming together at a different school. You have been best friends for so long, and I don’t want to come between you. I don’t want to have to choose between the two of you. I kinda just want us to stay friends, but I don’t think either of you get that because you haven’t started college yet and you don’t realize how hard it will be to be together when you get to college and start meeting new people like I have. I wish this would have happened sooner, or not at the same time. This is all just such awful timing. I was hoping one of you would like me, I didn’t know you both would. I feel like such an idiot for complaining about two boys liking me, but I just don’t know what to do and I feel so bad. You both are so different from each other. One of you will only tell me how you feel when you’re drunk because let’s be honest, you’re kind of a douche. But the other is so nice and sweet and such a great person, I just haven’t liked you as long. I also have unsettled feelings with the other because we hooked up not too long ago. I also like when people treat me like shit. I know one of you won’t but the other will. I want someone to tell me what to do. People keep telling me to choose, but sometimes I feel like that’s not the best thing for me to do. But sometimes I want one of you more than the other. Part of me wants one and the other part of me wants the other. I have no one to tell all of this because everyone is biased about something. I can’t talk about it with you two because one of you gets upset and the other wants to ignore it. I don’t even know what to do, I’m so sorry. I feel so bad.
The point of your triangle :/