After so many years I finally let myself accept that you are not good for me. We didn’t have a healthy relationship back then and we most certainly never had a positive friendship each time we reconnected.
Since we stopped talking my life has been easier; so less stressful. There is no confusion or pain.
I know now that there is no point or logic to missing someone who treated me the way you did. I do feel a bit ashamed in my behavior that I thought losing our friendship made me feel so depressed for so long.
I know I’m finally, finally over you. There is no anger, no pain, no sadness. I can’t say I love you anymore either though without thinking it’s a lie.
I thank you for your actions all those months we were back in contact. It was what I needed to experience in order to completely move on with someone else.
Have an excellent life.