• Archive for July 30th, 2014

    My Goodbye Love Letter

    by  • July 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 3 Comments

    For you: This summer has been dark and grey. I have never felt crazier than I do without you. I have cried hysterically, went out too many times, fasted, binged on chocolate, downloaded an immense amount of sad and ridiculous songs about love and slept. I thought obsessively about our relationship and how I need

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    I’d rather be alone…

    by  • July 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    … but you fermented in my bones. I thought for 5 minutes that it could simply be as easy as telling you that I just don’t want you in my life any more. To delete your number from my contacts and to put all of the pictures away somewhere, and that all of the memories

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    How I feel

    by  • July 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    Dear Andrew, 7/29/2014 I miss you, a lot. You said we where to hang today, but we didn’t. Made me kinda sad, but still only to get on facebook an see you sharing stuff. Yes, that is a bit weird of me, but ohwell. When I talk about you my best friend ask why him.

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    lllllll llllll

    by  • July 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Resolution • 1 Comment

    If it was easy to kill myself I really would have done it, but without easy access in ireland to any handguns or drugs hard enough to overdose on I sorta wound up waiting it out. I don’t feel depressed at the moment, and while I still occasionally think about killing myself. It doesn’t come

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    by  • July 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Thinking of you • 1 Comment

    It’s times like these that I miss you so much, when I feel like I have no-one to turn to, no-one who honestly cares and want’s to listen to what I have to say. You never made me feel alone, I always knew I had you, you ‘cared’ about me, you made me feel like

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