My heart can’t contain the love I feel for you.
I love you very much, my child. I was carefree and unafraid to die before but now that I have you, I am more careful. I have to live for you because I know you need me and it is my responsibility to give you a good life.
You have made life worth living.
I’m sorry if I can’t be near with you all the time. I miss you everyday. I hope you’ll understand that I have to work in order to provide you all the things that you need. I don’t want you to experience the hardships that my parents let me through. I have to work far away from you coz there’s no opportunity to work nearby and I have to work so that your grandparents will not go hungry. Yes, my son that’s how poor your grandparents are. They grow old without savings. Well, I want to inform you that even when they’re younger they were not able to provide their children the basic necessities. They just give birth to 11 children (your mom is the 10th) and just let them live like birds 😀
Honestly, I hate them before but time had made my heart softer and right now they are very old to work. Your granddad is 82 and your grand-mom is 72 yrs old. And I want them to experience easier life in their twilight years.
I hope you will understand… my son. I hope you’ll feel my love everyday even though I’m away physically. And I promise as soon as mom can save enough for a decent house and a stable source of income to give you even the basic necessities, mom will come home to be with you.
May God favor and bless you always.
I Love you. See you on your birthday.