is real. As someone who’s been trying to deal with depression for over 4 years, I can honestly say that I just wish it were over. Everything. I’m tired of trying to make friends just to have them leave when things get rough. I feel like I’m a magnet who’s always in a non-polar position. I repel everyone. And being alone for this long sucks. If I died tomorrow, no one would care. I guess things are probably better that way. It makes it easier to think about.