It’s been so long since I’ve actually talked to you, and here’s everything I can never tell you… You ask me how I’m doing. Truth is I’m not doing very well. My smile hides it all. My life has completely crashed down around me. A couple months ago I tried to kill myself, and now I’m just wishing that I was successful. I just don’t want to live anymore. My family hates me, I have no friends, my career is down the toilet, no one cares that I’m here. I just want to disappear. It wouldn’t make a difference if I wasn’t here. I just want to stop hurting. I can’t take any more pain. There’s no hope for me, and there’s no point in me being here anymore. I guess life isn’t for everyone.