I’m sick of pretending like I can handle this. Like I am able to carry the weight of the world and I will be fine.
I’m not strong enough.
On the outside I have it all but inside I’m a mess. Disconnected aching hurting. I can’t pretend to be unbreakable when internally I’m falling apart every minute every hour.
It hurts. It all hurts. Like a balloon that is slowly and painfully losing its air.
Somebody else meet the challenge.
I can’t pretend to be okay when I’m broken inside.
Please someone recognize I’m imploding and help piece the destroyed me back together because I can’t do it on my own.