I can’t even listen to music, it makes me think of you and cry. I have good days and bad and I try my hardest to carry on, but sometimes I wake up expecting you will be next to me and I realize I’m alone and I break down. I lost my best friend, my soulmate, the love of my life. It hurts so much to know my love for you wasn’t enough, that I wasn’t enough. I pray every day you will be happy because it’s all I ever wanted for you and I’m sorry I couldn’t make you happy.