• Kody Sunshine

    by  • July 13, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 0 Comments

    There’s this person.. When I think about the things he’s said to me, the way he looked at me, and the world he showed me I’m filled with a great sadness and tremendous guilt that I was the person to deny all that I was offered. I’m sad because sometimes I feel like I could still have that trust and that love today,but then I realize that that person disappeared before I did.
    The person who is left is not worth losing everything to go back to. I miss that time of my life so badly that there is a physical ache, but I couldn’t have it again no matter how hard I could fight for it.
    I’m certain that I don’t love who either of us have become. I’m also certain I don’t miss who you are today.
    One day I pushed away, you pushed back, and by the time I came around you were already gone.
    I did this to you; warped you beyond recognition in to a creature I could never love. The resentment and frustration I hold towards you is ultimately the hate I possess for myself.

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